If you had ever reached a point in your life where you literally stumble to the bottom, lost everything, stabbed in the back by people you loved and trusted. Homeless or close to it, struggling to everyday to gather new strength to get out from bed and walk to work or study and walk back to home and hardly to get a rest and something to eat. All of your dependable loved ones lives happily and you are still alone. The emotional turmoil of healing your heart after having it torn out by manipulative cold selfish people who you loved and cared turned on you and could care less if you are dead or alive. But what they did to you, you can now see who your true friend and family are, now you know what love isn't, now you have grown higher standards for yourself. As you literally fight for your life you reallize how strong and resilient you were deep down inside. You learn what and who you truly are without judgemental by dumb ridiculing  you or making your feel small. You realize you were never small at all. they just wanted to make you believe you small so they might feel big because they were cowards. You learn your worth, you grow stronger everyday. The pain shifts between sorrow and anger and by anger you will keep moving forward to show who you truly are and as they become smaller, you can barely see the pain and your suffering part will eventually died even your innocence part had gone but with that loss you gain wisdom, courage and confidence that you can face anything that life might throw at you and its just a beautiful kind of pain.