so this one little kid with father was approaching me and my friend so whta happen here was they i actually need money to buy books for schooling.The saddest part was she poke my friend and and asked for food and i was like damn im touched with what happen and my eyes started teary(dont judge me) so i what i do was i dont have enough money i only have rm7 so i tell her father that "uncle rm5 lepas tu uncle order air untuk anak uncle" so he ordered teh o ice then leave the place but still im crying slowly because i feel sad
man,i hate third wheeling its not that i dont have gf but she is busy with studying so im with my friend and his gf just chilling but im just there alone behind this couple looking at them like so sweet that u might get diabetes
wake up,eat,play games,rest,eat,play sport,rest,eat,play game,sleep and repeat.
please dont get mad,because i still love u
Post Malone song call Go Flex is hit now and the song is about the a person with a lot of money but at the same time they are humble and never show off to people because they know they are more people who is poor and cant even eat so thats why its not good to show off
i dont understand when people met each other in public tend to avoid and run away as fast as they can.is there a ghost behind them or they just scared of that person because or something? come on man its just a person just say hi and go see its easy like lek lek kacang u know.
So theres a song call Home by Machine Gun Kelly,Bebe Rexha and X Ambassodor which is the song is about when people live harmony and no fight fight at all and theres is people who is racist then they go to the hood to catch the monters because inside thee video the monster is the black people and the police is white people so from there u can see how racist are they.
It is often claimed that drinking plain water can help with weight loss, and this is true.Drinking water can boost metabolism by 24-30% over a period of 1-1.5 hours, helping you burn off a few more calories .One study showed that drinking a half liter (17 oz) of water about a half an hour before meals helped dieters eat and lose 44% more weight
With exams are coming soon huhu, I should be thinking about how to get better at time management and organize my days , so im gonna share with you how can you strike the right balance between home, work and university life. You should also try and eat some brain food like raisin and no, we don't mean crisps and energy drinks!
True friendship multiplies the good in life and its evils. Strive to have friends, for life without friends is like life on a desert island… to find one real friend in a lifetime is good enough and thanks to Allah and to keep him is a blessing.
Manage your energy, not your time. If a task requires your full attention, then schedule it for a time of day when you have the energy needed to focus. For example, I have noticed that my creative energy is highest in the morning. That’s when I do my best writing. That’s when I make the best strategic decisions about my business. So, what do I do? I schedule creative tasks for the morning. All other business tasks are taken care of in the afternoon. This includes doing assignment , class work , home chores . Nearly every productivity strategy obsesses over managing your time better, but time is useless if you don’t have the energy , without energy you will be so lazy
So what is motivation, exactly? At some point, the pain of not doing it becomes greater than the pain of doing it.
In other words, at some point, it is easier to change than to stay the same. It is easier to take action and feel insecure at the gym than to sit still and experience self-loathing on the couch. It is easier to feel awkward while making the sales call than to feel disappointed about your problem
Protecting your body from intake of harmful things like ciggaretes , drugs and alcohols . doing regular exercises, having proper food and sleep are some of the important instances that define a healthy lifestyle. Being fit allows us to perform our activities without being lethargic, restless or tired. A healthy and fit person is capable of living the life to the fullest, without any major medical or physical issues. Being healthy is not only related to the physical wellbeing of a person, it also involves the mental stability or the internal peace of a person.
Islam is not addicted to war, and jihad is not one of its pillar or essential practices. The real meaning of the word jihad is not holy war " but struggle .It refers to the difficult effort that is needed to put God's will at every level personal and social as well as political.
Cat mart - at there we can see so many cute cat . I was so stunning to play with them
There is nothing quite as electrifying or soul-satisfying as falling in love with someone . thinking maybe, just maybe, you've find a partner to spend your life with her or him .But what happen when you start to see that this man or woman might cause you more pain rather than joy? You've already let yourself get so more painful than you could've imagined.This was my experience, over and over, until I started to see my relationships with a different perspective.I've come to believe that relationships are soul thing they are projects intended to teach us the right way
"Ask yourself this to yourself . if what you're doing today will get you closer to where you want to be tomorrow." That is always the word that i told my self to remind me everyday before sleep . Its an motivational for and i want to share with u
The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don't always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don't always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.
Everyone is this world have problem , even I have a problem . But its up to you if you want to solve the problem or run from it . Dont run and and solve the problem for yourself . InshaaAllah its going to be okay.
"A man who flies from his fear may find that he has only taken a shortcut to meet it."
—Sador, Children of Húrin
There are two types of people who will tell you that you cannot make a difference in this world: those who are afraid to try and those who are afraid you will succeed."
-- Ray Goforth
Saat kita merasakan Banyak ujian yang menimpa kita dan kita rasa yang kita xmampu nk terima ujian tu . INGATLAH Allah tak akan menguji hamba-Nya melainkan apa yang hamba-Nya mampu melakukan. Sama2 kita muhasabah dan cuba menjadi yang terbaik
Every humans in this world have ego. Either small or big, controllable or uncontrollable and high or low. Ego are the things that each human should realize by their own then keep it low. It is hard to settle with someone who have high ego. Even it a small matter. But when it come to the ego it goes really hard. Im trying so hard to keep someone ego low and by knowing someone with high ego I can reduce my level of ego. That is the only way I know how to reduce your level of ego.
13th of January 2018 was my first time of joining mosh in concert. It's a third time for me attend a concert. But the all the previous concert doesn't have crowded audiences. Last night were happening. I release all the stress, pain, and let all out in the mosh and have fun at the concert. Didn't know that mosh will feel this good. Also the concert were very good. I really hope that one of my friend record how I enjoy the show. Really want to look back. And I really wish that I can turn back time to that moment. Because I felt a lot of stress thing going around and after that I felt nothing but now i think about that stress thing again. If there have another concert like this. I really want to join
I end up my 2017 year with the past of my grandfather , he is an amazing man and an idol for me . He died due to cancer and may Allah take him to the heaven ameen . Alfatihah
My hobies is to play football , pingpong , chess bowling and rugby . They are worth it to spend time when they are extra time on that day like in the evening at 5pm . That way we can keep our healthy liffe better
Before i become an iphone seller , i start working from the bottom , i save money about 5 month i work there and Alhamdulillah the salary i got from there make my business today
The journey of me playing rugby is due to my grandfather wish . He is a rugby player and he want me as his bloodline continue the journey of him as a profesional rugby player
It was 4:30 in the morning, I think its a right time to write some stories. Life been so rough lately an i can't find someone to comfort me when i needed the most. Maybe all this thing happen because of me? oh... I just want my pain to end. i tired being happy and I willing to sit back and hang myself rather then having this bad emotion.
I can't sleep because i hear a voices in my head. who voices in my head? a monster? devil? or me? but its actually weirder than you think, I think I am crazy and hoping one day i can walk as a regular civilian.
I always fantasize that I have someone to love, someone can support me and someone to understand me. but maybe i wasn't born for happiness...
I hate to see my friend struggle and Its hurts me every time i think about it. i remember before we were separated by hatred towards other. "ridin' to the death" but they all just left me all alone in this big empty road... no where to go no where to hide, just plain emptiness making my heart turn cold.
Just a second i think what the point of going home if nobody is there, after everything i witness? do you really think i'm happy? nahh i don't think people will realize what i mean. sometimes i just rage and hurt people who cared about me. but don't blame me its just my evil twins. Its control me but it ain't me. just blame him my evil twins..
here come the rain drenched my pain... Its seem like no one will understand being me and go through what I have been through maybe no one has been damaged, confused, left out of the crowd, hurt even after already being hurt, been walked over, as though you’re on the edge of crumbling, etc, like i have. To make matters worse, no one is there to be my hero and save me from the pain.
Looking up in the stars, crying in silence.. I found myself thinking about cutting my wrist and playing my favourite guitar cause im so depressed...
5:30 a.m I'm finishing the last paragraph, the last that taste of feeling hopeless, worthless and loveless. heartache in my heart, rain in my eyes. suicidal stories in my blog. thinking about the date isn't that easy..
Yesterday it was sun outside. The sky was blue and people were lying under the bus stop in the park and wait for the bus. It was Friday, so its was a good day to make a stories. I always end up being alone unlike all my friend they were going to parties, going to the movies with lovers, going to vacation with families and can laugh perfect and loudly. my friend find their own success and level up but me i just wanting to make through the day...
There's a doubts inhabits my brain sometimes... like a lock in the brain, making me hard to think. A little memories got through and the sky turn so grey and i couldn't look at it because its made me sad. tears in my eyes and they quietly drop in the floor that's what i got on my day. Tried to keep focus on what important then sitting blaming myself and rewrote trash stories but the sadness kept growing , exploding to the chest. take puff of cigarette and i just want to be fine...
This thing is not beautiful, this thing is not useful and you can't do anything with it and it tries to control you...
So i try to stay away from destructive tools i used to learn, the smoking, the starving, the running and the madness. thinking it will help but it only feeds fire and i don't want to hurt myself anymore....
Kepada Zul,
Sebagaimana yang kau pinta, kau ingin mengetahui kehidupanku, bagaimana aku boleh begitu gembira dalam kehidupan ini tanpa sebarang masalah tetapi apa yang kau lihat bukanlah seperti yang kau ketahui. aku juga seperti kau zul hidup penuh dengan masalah tapi aku tak pernah beritahu sesiapa kerana tiada siapa akan memahami. Pada saat aku terlihat kau keseorangan seksa rasa diri aku zul kau mengingatkan aku kepada diri aku yang telah lama kehilangan orang yang aku sayang zul, tapi aku taknak beritahu orang apa sebenarnya yang terjadi dalam hidup aku . atas pemintaan kau dan ini mungkin nukilan terakhir aku untuk kau zul . Aku dulu mempunyai segalanya zul, tidak ada sedikit cela dalam hidup aku zul tapi bagaimana yang di kata bahagia itu sekejap lalu itulah yang terjadi pada aku zul. aku dikhianati oleh sahabat aku sendiri kerana kekayaan aku maka mereka mengkhianati aku dan meninggalkan aku yang terdampar zul. hidup aku yang dulu cahaya nya terik seperti matahari menyinar ke bumi kini kelam di halang gerhana zul tapi aku tak mengalah zul lalu tuhan beri aku seseorang yang sering bersama aku ketika aku dalam keadaan maghsyul runsing zul. Sering memberi nasihat kepada aku seperti mana aku buat kepada kau zul tapi itu pun tidak lama zul lalu aku dibuang zul. Atas perkara ini otak aku tidak dapat berfikir dengan begitu baik, lalu pada satu hari aku terdampar di hospital kerana nafsu ingin membunuh diri. cubaan pertama aku gagal, lalu doktor memberi aku ubat penawar sakit aku iaitu lorazepam, ambien dan risperdal dan ketika itu aku memikirkan apakah hala tuju aku dalam hidup ini? adakah ini semua balasan hidup aku? kehidupan yang membinasakan. lalu aku berjumpa kau zul yang keseorangan, lalu aku menegur kau supaya kau tidak rasa kesepian seperti mana aku rasakan . disaat kau memberitahu kesengsaraan yang kau alami ingin saja aku menangis kerana aku pernah mengalami apa yang kau alami. Kau pernah bertanya kenapa aku tidak suka ketika malam tiba ia kerana tiap kali malam telah menjelang aku merasa kan sunyi dan dalam fikiranku hanya la mati. lalu aku terpaku tunduk akan bisikkan itu. Maafkan aku zul aku tak kuat untuk melawan bisikkan itu. jika kau dapat surat ini ketahuilah aku telah tenang dialam sana jangan la kau buat perkara yang telah aku lakukan zul selagi kau mampu maka lawan la zul sampai putus tunjang putih tulang . aku tahu bukan mudah zul berjalan berseorangan, tekanan, separuh semangat hilang, sentiasa dihukum dihakim darah sendiri zul tapi ingatlah zul kalau hati bercahaya pasti akan temui jalan pulang zul. Maafkan aku sebab tinggalkan kau. surat ini yang terakhir aku sajikan untuk kau atas apa yang kau pinta sebelum aku pergi.
jaga diri jangan makan hati,
yang terluka pasti akan sembuh nanti.
